Violated. Fucked in the ass. Standing in the hallway naked.
That’s me right now. You’ll notice that all of my entries on Xanga are private for now. Why, you ask?
After 7 years of online journaling on MDD, someone from my old company (yes, the one I just left) thought it would be funny to discover my online journal. No confirmation yet as to who it was or how they found it, but they did. And made it common knowledge. I have my suspiscions – the only fucking guy in that company that doesn’t EVER work and loves to make a spectacle out of anyone else’s life so that he can feel better about himself. My readers that have been with me a long time know who I’m talking about. I refuse to mention names.
Regardless, I was informed of this little tidbit of info around 3:30 p.m. when I got home from my day out with Mike. This is the email I received from him upon walking in the door:
I just was looking over my e-mail and I got a heads up from someone that shared with me a website that apparently is common knowledge at Novoste… (Insert link to Andi’s MDD diary here).
There is stuff in this diary I was hoping would be just between you and I…
If you don’t mind…I would appreciate it if you wouldn’t add details of our relationship to the public especially people that I know and work (ed) with…
I haven’t felt panic like that since the trial first started. After many conversations with Mike, it’s been determined that our friendship is in no way harmed. I HATE more than anything that them finding and reading this diary doesn’t just affect me, it affects everyone else in my life at that company. And I know Mike doesn’t work there anymore either, but we both have friends there. And now everyone knows about our ‘relationship’ and his financial help.
I know that it’s technically common knowledge, but why would someone do this? I was soooo upset up until about an hour ago. Many tearful phone calls to both Mike and Kelly.
And now, fuck ‘em. If my life is that interesting, then by all means, read. They’ll get all the trial news, bisexual news, recent sexcapades news, breakup news… all the details of my life that NO ONE in my real life ever got – not even Kelly, and we were together over 5 years.
My feeling is that Marketing will be sitting there laughing at me with the turn of every page. But you know what? I can guarantee that my life has been more exciting and fulfilling than any of theirs.
So, the point of this entry is to say that I am leaving MDD after 7 years. I will only be posting on Xanga, but they will be protected posts. If you don’t see any other entries here besides this one, you don’t have access.
If you would like access, leave me a message and tell me who you are, and if you know me from Xanga or MDD. I know I had a lot of readers that read and never commented. But I refuse to stop writing, and now I have to be extra careful about who I give access.
If you are on my SIR list, you already have access. I’ll try to go back through my subscription list and add those that I know are readers. If you don’t have access yet, please don’t take it personally. I’ll add you if you request it.
Thanks for your support in this. I’m baffled and pissed. I hope the culprit remembers that what goes around, comes around.
Seems I can’t leave any job without being a legend anymore…
~Andi
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